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| I know you know... so I should just let it go? But I don't want to, it's that plain and simple. I'd rather chase a dream than to just sit and hope that something "good" will come along again. I realize how small windows of oportunity are, I don't want to miss out again! and again! and again!
So whatever it takes... Untill the deal breaks, and you are gone for good again...
3 weeks left of my easy life, then it's back to reality. No car, No money, No love, Just music, ambition, and a laptop. | | |
| I love waking up at FREAKING 5:30 to go surfing!!!! I wake up just in time to drop into a head high wave and get tossed into crisp ocean water! Yeah today was fun, wish there were more like it.
Talked a lot about life with my friend Aaron. He thinks a lot like me... that's awesome.
I like to leave the beach in my hair as long as possable. Now it's off to see my momy for mom's day.
I wish I had a cuddle buddy.
PEACE | | |
| Maybe next time I will think of something to say. Tonight I'm at a loss for words. Life just keeps going on and on. When will it happen the way I want it to? I don't want to live it alone, and I don't want to change who I am to find someone. It might be better to chase what I know is good rather than try to find something else. The less I try the further it drifts away with the current. I'm so scared to let go without a fight.
A true passion lies deep inside, fuels your fire. A true love lies close beside, feeds your desire. Kisses and words unique in the universe, belonging only to the moment, fading into ashes, foever lost in time. A heart is more than kisses and words, it is a force that pushes together and pulls appart, and I'm left torn. We could fit like puzzle pieces, don't you think? | | |
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